Hi welcome back!! =] I haven't been part of the forum long but glad to hve more ppl on here to chat w/ so far its mostly been me and halo chattin it up LOL

yes it has reap lol sorry i left u guys hanging like that

Quote from halochild on July 1, 2012, 18:37
OH HOLY HAPPY DAY, my girl's back, my girl's back! It's great to hear from you, Chas! I was just thinking about you the other day and wondering how you are. I've been makin some major changes in my life too, so I feel ya. All for the better tho. So good to have you back.

Halo

lol yeah im back lol but kinda dissapointed on one thing lol i follow RVD on twitter and he dont remember me from here lol so consequently he doesnt talk to me there, but i guess he gets so many messages a day its hard for him to keep track of them all, plus hes like mega busy with TNA and everything. on the plus side tho i did get Devon Dudley and Justin Credible on my followers list so i at least have 3 ECW originals to talk to, cus Gangrel also follows me.

im taking a forensics course thru stratford career institute, where i send my assignments in thru the mail. its my foot in the door to becoming a criminologist, like the guys on Criminal Minds. my best friend/sister let me move in with her cus i needed a place to stay, and i now work as a housekeeper in a casino in west virginia, lol which is totally against my beliefs but its a real paycheck for once lol.

ive started dating a man i met at work, who works security there but hes a devout christian who doesnt believe in sex before marriage, lol which sexually frustrates the hell out of me and in other ways as well, cus he wont even put his arm around me in a store. i dunno if im gonna stay with him or not.

Halo, ive been wanting to call u as i still have ur number but i dunno anything about the time difference and plus i get super nervous calling someone i barely know but i do think of u often hun and have these past months ive been away from here. u seem to be a caring compassionate woman who i could really talk to who would at least sympathize with me if u cant exactly relate lol.

i know this post is gonna be exceedingly long but since ive left everyone hanging, i felt the need to give a more in depth update of whats been going on with me

SWEETHEART! I do hope you know you are still and forever welcome to call me whenever you want to, and the decision is totally up to you. And I am in no position to be judging ANYONE, believe me, lol, after the past year I have had. You wouldn't even believe it.

I just, two weeks ago just, ended an 8-year relationship with a man. Done. Over. Gone. But I had to do it. And it ripped my HEART OUT!!!!! But I did it, and I'm okay. I thought I knew him (really knew him). But after 8 years, I didn't even know him at all.

I've always felt a connection to you, Chasity, and thought that if we could talk we would talk for hours. We are kindred spirits, you and I. Similar childhoods, backgrounds and stuff, ya know? The only thing I ask of people is that they don't judge ME, cuz they haven't walked where I've walked. They haven't felt what I've felt, and they haven't seen what I've seen, and you know what I'm sayin'.

I'm so glad you have a place to stay and some money coming in. But having a man and "no sex" has got to be like having $19 in your bank account and just staring at your cash card, lol! I mean, red blooded American women have feelings, right? teehee.

Don't worry about RVD not responding to you or take it personally. He's been super crazy busy lately. He hasn't even responded to any of us here in the forums in months. He comes in for just a few minutes when he has a chance to type in his blog and goes I guess. Maybe with you having a different screen name he doesn't know who you are and he remembers you as "Chasity".

Take care, my girl, and keep me posted. And please feel free to pick up a phone.

Halochild

It's good to see you post again, Chasity and Halo. And it's super awesome that we actually have a new posting member in Liyoki. If more of the newer members posted, it would be awesome. Great to hear about your schooling, Chasity. Keep goiing at what you want and try not to worry about RVD. Like Halo said, he's crazy busy. Keep your head up.