SWEETHEART! I do hope you know you are still and forever welcome to call me whenever you want to, and the decision is totally up to you. And I am in no position to be judging ANYONE, believe me, lol, after the past year I have had. You wouldn't even believe it.
I just, two weeks ago just, ended an 8-year relationship with a man. Done. Over. Gone. But I had to do it. And it ripped my HEART OUT!!!!! But I did it, and I'm okay. I thought I knew him (really knew him). But after 8 years, I didn't even know him at all.
I've always felt a connection to you, Chasity, and thought that if we could talk we would talk for hours. We are kindred spirits, you and I. Similar childhoods, backgrounds and stuff, ya know? The only thing I ask of people is that they don't judge ME, cuz they haven't walked where I've walked. They haven't felt what I've felt, and they haven't seen what I've seen, and you know what I'm sayin'.
I'm so glad you have a place to stay and some money coming in. But having a man and "no sex" has got to be like having $19 in your bank account and just staring at your cash card, lol! I mean, red blooded American women have feelings, right? teehee.
Don't worry about RVD not responding to you or take it personally. He's been super crazy busy lately. He hasn't even responded to any of us here in the forums in months. He comes in for just a few minutes when he has a chance to type in his blog and goes I guess. Maybe with you having a different screen name he doesn't know who you are and he remembers you as "Chasity".
Take care, my girl, and keep me posted. And please feel free to pick up a phone.