If that is all you want to know, is "what happened"? Well, that is easy. Just go back and re-read everything we have just talked about in this entire thread and . . . I don't know . . . the last responses to the last 10 or so threads . . . and you will have all the answers you seek. It is all there in black and white for you to see. Nothing is hidden. There is no need for me to repeat myself. The only person who has ANY business to come to me to comfort me and ask me "what's wrong" is RVD himself. And he hasn't done that. He knows how to contact me. Everything else has already been said.

You are absolutely right. I am just a fan. Nothing special about me at all. I'm just one in 100 million.
And he can't invite 100 million people over for Christmas dinner.

I just thought maybe he would appreciate the 1 fan, just maybe, a little bit more than the others,
that shows up to his website every single day to make sure that he has messages on his message
boards. And I also thought that he would know that, since I was doing that for him, that there was
no way in hades that I would ever send him hate mail. And he wouldn't automatically assume that I
was guilty and blame me for something someone else did in my name. That he would know better
than that.

And to set the record straight, I DO NOT want to call RVD! Haha! And just so RVD knows, and
I don't know why he wouldn't because I've said it before so many times on these very forums, I DO
NOT HAVE THE HOTS FOR RVD, teehee! I have even made a Top Ten Hottest Wrestlers list
and posted it HERE and he wasn't even on it. If, and this is a REALLY BIG IF, I was going to even
think about cheating on my very sweet (hot and handsome) boyfriend with a professional wrestler,
I would be after JOHN MORRISON! But, I'm not, am I? lol! And if I was going to even entertain the
very idea of trying to "steal someone's husband", I would be talking to TOMMY LEE and trying to snag
him away from Pamela, haha. And I am actually offended that you think I am the type of woman that
needs, or wants, another woman's husband. I can find my own, thank you very much. Have you
SEEN ME? I'm fucking gorgeous! haha! And I have money, and I'm smart. IF and WHEN I decide
I want one, I think I can find one. And just to put RVD's wife's mind at ease, please let her know this.
If I was going to steal someone's husband, it wouldn't be hers. There are way too many bigger and
better ones out there that I already have "on the chain". lol! But they are big and successful enough
to actually have disposable cell phones around when they need to make a discreet phone call, and
smart enough to actually realize when someone is doing something for you that you give them a little
extra attention (dumbass). (hee) You never know when you might need them someday.

And please do not take offense to this, but, I guess the mistake I made really was that I thought I
could treat a "wrestler" like a "rockstar", and he might actually appreciate it. (silly me.) At least
this has been a learning experience for me. You really cannot turn a wrestler into a rockstar. They just
don't understand it. They don't "get" it. Maybe RVD doesn't understand that he is not a "god", he is a
human being. Just like me. It is his fans that put him in his place of fame and fortune, and it is his fans
that can take him out of it. Just ask the ones that have came, and went, before him. But sometimes
when you have that 1 special fan that wants to take an interest in you, help you out, actually knows
some people, and just wants to have a friendship relationship with "you", you should turn around and
open your eyes because someday you may be wishing you had that 1 fan back. Ya know, when all
the other "sunny day" fans are gone.

But, if RVD is trying to tell me that he is way too high up on his pedestal to be friends with a mere
mortal such as myself (lol), point taken. I'll go treat someone else like a rockstar and never think
another thing about it. (So many, many other "famous" people in this world don't have "OMG,
it's all about ME syndrome".) Maybe he can get one of his other 100 million fans to rock this forum
the way I have. In case he hasn't noticed, when I post something about ME, I get 10 or 12 views in
one day. When he (or I) posts something about himself, he gets maybe 5 views in a week.
So . . . who is the real "rockstar"?

Looking back, I really don't even remember how I found this place. I think I was just "into"
wrestling and saw that "this one" had his own website and I was bored that night and oh, maybe
I'll holla at him for a minute since he actually speaks to his fans. He seemed nice, and appreciative of
my attention, so I stayed. Now, not so much. And since I was raised (and am used to) to treating
"famous people" like "rockstars", I just . . . did.

Tell RVD I'll be "remembering my place" for now on. Somewhere else.

And this is why you NEVER trust anyone you are talking to on the internet, boys and girls. The
phone either, haha! You just never know who is on the other end of the line . . . unless you
"know" them.

Do me a favor and watch the whole thing, K? Here's some REAL rockstars. These boys don't be
acting like they're better than everyone else. WEEEEEHAAAAAH!

http://youtu.be/82cJgPXU-ik

This world is sooo sick and twisted now that, not only are you gonna get FUCKED, you don't even
know BY WHO!

Quote from halochild on October 7, 2012, 20:49
Where are my manners?!? I almost forgot to thank you for this "oh so memorable" conversation.

So, Calmmountain, Liyoki, Tony . . . I'm just not sure which "one" you are today . . . thanks so much!

Did you really think I didn't know?

This is what happens when u worship a man. The only one who can be with us all is God. Man will always fail u. Rvd is just a limited human like u and me. U shouldn't worship any man. U can't be mad at rvd. We are his fans and that's it. He does a lot for his fans. More than anybody I've ever seen. At the end of the day we are just fans still. He's not above us. He's just famous.

And by the way I'm not any of those people. My name is derek.

I got yo back. Just go and read the Leave me alone thread and you'll know plenty.