Hello everyone, Halochild here with just a few things to let y'all know.

First, I wanted to tell everyone that I am using a brand new computer now. I bought a little (and I do mean little) laptop a week ago and I am using it now while my big desktop computer goes in to the shop and gets all cleaned out and repaired and debugged. I also have a brand new email address now, so anything anyone receives from me, or any pictures or messages I post here, will be as squeaky clean as possible. I am taking every single precaution I can think of to keep Mr. Van Dam's website safe and free of attackers that may be out to hurt me, while remaining here to support him as long as I can, as that is my desire.

I have reported "Liyoki" and "RVD2k12" to the Internet Police, and my local police here. We know who they are and everything they have done, but the hard part now is proving it. With our fucked up judicial system the way it is now, it seems sometimes the criminals have more rights than the victims do. And the second person I mentioned above doesn't really have a stable home. He just goes from computer to computer, so he might he a little harder to locate, but we will get him.

My ex-boyfriend, Joshua, has now made threats that he will kill me as soon as he is released from jail, but he has been very careful in who he has said this to and how it was communicated to me so that I am not able to prove it even came out of his mouth, and all I have is a case of "hearsay". (He told someone and they told me.) So the police refuse to do anything about it. (Hence the argument I had with the dumb cop the other day, haha.)

But, I am taking this all VERY seriously. So I am in the process of gathering boxes, packing, and taking the steps necessary to sell my house as soon as I can and leave Tennessee permanently. It's gonna be very hard to say goodbye to the few close friends I have here, but I'm just trying to look forward to the brand new life I'm gonna have where I am going. I get to start over, fresh and brand new, and with family around me this time. I know it's the right thing. And with this string of all the bad things that have happened to me in the last month, maybe that is God's way of telling me to get the hell out, ya know? Just pack up and leave Tennessee before this creep actually DOES kill me. So I'm gonna listen and do it.

All my love, as always,
Halochild

Thank you, Kayleigh. So, so much. I appreciate you saying that so very much. And don't nobody worry about me. I'm pretty tough and I've been thru a lot. I get knocked down a lot, but each time I get back up stronger and stronger. It seems sometimes that just when you think you have been taught every evil trick in the book, someone comes along and slaps you with a dirtier one, huh?

But yes, there is something much brighter waiting for me. And I am going to it. Thanks so much for the thoughts and prayers. They are always wanted and needed.

Halochild

Just be safe wherever you end up. We'll be here for support.

And I just want to say this too, for whatever it's worth.

I know, somewhere out there wherever he is, doing the million and a half things that he has to do every single day, that Mr. Van Dam cares about me too. I just . . . know . . . that he does. And I know he's not able to communicate that right now, and I understand and respect his reasons. But, I am very proud to say that Rob Van Dam IS and continues to be MY FRIEND. Nothing more, nothing less. He is a kind, brilliant, and stellar man, and I stand in awe of his accomplishments. We were never anything except friends, and we never will be. (A man and a woman can be friends with each other just in case there's anyone out there who doesn't know that.) We developed a friendship while I helped him with this website right here, and I forever cherish it. I hope he does too. But something tells me deep down in my heart that he knows that I have always been loyal to him and have never (and would never) do anything except love him and promote him. I will continue to do so.

I'm proud to call you MY FRIEND, Rob Van Dam.

Love and respect,
Halochild

I just really love you, Reaptat. You are the best "online" friend a girl could EVER ask for. You know that, don't you? This is my solemn promise to you, and I will never break it. No matter where I end up in the end of all this mess in this great big wide world, YOU will always know my name and how to find me becuz you are JUST THAT DAMN COOL! YOU fuckin ROCK like a BANSHEE times 10!!! (And Halo doesn't EVER say that to NOBODY, but I just said it to you, didn't I?) As soon as I can get my sweet lil ass out of the state of Tennessee, and change my name, NOBODY is knowing where I'm going or who I'm gonna be. But YOU will. Do you hear me? You will know who I am and where to find me, and you are the only one. Once I get where I am going, I will have to say "goodbye" to RVD and RVD.com, and it breaks my heart, but life is just what it is, isn't it? (Whoever was the first person to say "life isn't fair", I'd like to kiss you on the cheek.)

So. I will be here to support RVD for as long as I can. For as long as I'm in Tennessee and people know where I am. But as soon as I'm gone, I'M GONE, and I have to make it a clean break for my own safety, and for the safety of my son too. Ya know, one thing that's always been really crazy about me is, people who know me either REALLY like me or they REALLY don't. There just doesn't seem to be an "in-between". I don't know why. But people always seem to have really passionate feelings about me, one way or the other, haha. (What does that mean? That I invoke strong feelings in people? If that is true, I'm all for it.) At least I make people feel . . . something.

Anyway, I won't leave without saying goodbye. And Scream Queen has already volunteered to take over my "Random Thoughts" thread (lol) when I leave, so it's all good. (Thanks so much, Scream.) So y'all can look forward to "The Random Thoughts of Scream Queen". I know she will do a kick-ass job with it. Anyone can do it really. It's nothing special.

So, I guess for now, Reaper, I've rambled on. But I just really wanted you to know how much you have meant to me over the last three years (and yeah, it really has been that long my man). I'll be here for a lil while yet (still gotta pack and move ya know). I'll bid my farewells when the time is here. And, yes, it will be a sad day for me. I'm really gonna miss being here. It has become habit. It's kinda like I will have to learn how to "not" be here. I know people who don't care about this site as much as I have won't understand that. I don't really know what to say to their cynicysm. Hey, who knows. Maybe someday someone else will show up and be as devoted a fan and as dedicated to this website as I have been.

I'll be in touch, Reaptat, my precious friend. Love to you, your wife, and your family, always.

Halochild